Dearest daughter to you from the real bottom of my heart

A very recent real life incident around a girl a little bigger than you have left me really disturbed in my thoughts and mind and I have been really restless ever since!and as always ,I thought pouring out a little by writing down something would help me feel a little better! Darling, I was just thinking what if the world would be a little different for you tomorrow?Well,would you be all good to handle it?I am a little worried because I fear that I might not be by your side when the things would look different for you !!...The reasons of me being not there for you be might be many ike you might not want to upset me or I might not be in this world(i know..that is harsh but might be a reality)..or any of those unpredictable reasons..Now, I have a heavier heart here fircing myself to write the previous sentence.Well,before writing anything more,I just wanted to make you note the point that "I would be there for you no matter what..even if the world turns upside down "(like any other mom would say)..Carve the assurance right into heart and mind !!Dear , be very sure on that..thats a promise and look upon me for anything..after all there is no me without you for sure! But I know the best thing is to empower you to handle anything that might come your way and either pleasant or otherwise in a level hreaded way!! I would definitely work on that..I promise!!Be sure life is not going to be fair all the times..But be assured everything would pass by ,good or bad and staying calm until the storm passes would be all that really matters! I know right now, we are all going through tough times, living amidst one of the worst pandemics!The world has become very different all of a sudden!!for sure, unimaginable times!No one of us is spared with the way things have changed prior to the Pandemic time.Many have battled back to life ,many have lost their loved ones,Medical and First responsderes have become our real ,real life heroes,Many lost their jobs.Uncertanity,anxiety,insecurity could be few of the emotions that each of us can experience right now.Things have become remote with most of us confined to our own spaces..I am too definitely overwhelmed with these trying times and I pray a cure for this pandemic is somwehhere close!But amidst all these,the news that had really let me down and had particularly triggered all these thoughts in me is a news that came from our home state Kerala,where a high school girl had decided to end her life during one of these days! Believe me this news about the girl had really hit me hard!It looks like she was one of those unprivileged kid who couldnt just be a part when most of the world has switched to remote!Things might have looked impossible for her and I am sure she had a big dream and that would have the reason she thought her world is doomed when she cannot learn while the most of the world can!Poor little helpless thing..who is to be blamed her.the innocent girl who was all disappointed or her helpless parents who should have should been trying hard to make things meet..Note it here,my dear princess..what is taken for granted is some one else's luxury and you are alreasy living a life some one less privileged is dreaming of!Gratitude matters dear..Take no little thing for granted please!! Oh how I wish , that little girl just had the strength to wait for a little more or ask out loud for help.Probably some one would have heard her! And now when i look into your eyes ,all i have to tell is , the world is never going to be fair all the time, you would feel rejected,helpless , unsuccessful and lot other things on the way to your dream..Actually , it is how it is how life is destined to be..There would be ups and there would be downs..You will fall down for sure..But all that matters is that you should get up from where you fall even if you are not offered a helping hand!!Things would go way different what you might ex[pect..You might feel it is the end of everything!! But do remember "A bend in the road is an end only when you fail to make a turn".Be assured of the fact that the storm will pass and things are going to better if you just wait and persevere .. Stay still..calm down and train your mind to think that each tough day or moment is God's way of moulding you into a person you are destined to be..Your loife has a purpose and no one can be you!!Each of us are created unique! love you and remember that mom is always around!Run to me for anything..no matter how crazy or silly your trouble would look like to some one else,they would matter to me like how it would be for you!!I am by your side no matter what!You are my treasure!!!!While you learn to manage evrything level headed,always watch out for some one who might need a little help..Offer thema a smile,a helping hand , alistening ear or whatever you can that moment..You would never know the impact it had on the person..Be nice to everyone around,emphatize and never forget to leave a little spark;le of yours wherever you go!!! Love you to the moon and back Mom